I had a pretty okay day today. I went to the mall with my boyfriend, turned in a few applications, got a few applications, just kinda goin through life, you know? I also saw an old friend. . .wanted to kick his ass..
Does honestly and loyalty mean anything to teenagers now a days? I'm serious!! Okay so this old friend and I, we decided to quit smoking together, right? Cause you should have a buddy to quit with so you can have someone to talk to about the cravings and the shaking and the sleep loss and everything..well..I saw him today and he hugged me and I smelled smoke. It was faint and I wasn't sure it was really him or not so I asked him, "hey, have you been smoking?"
He gave me the look. Now I know this look. It's the "Oh shit! I just got busted!!" look. His response? "Maybe..just a little..." -.- you don't smoke just maybe just a little -.- you smoke one then another then another and another and it is hard to stop. Especially when you're off of cigarettes for as long as we were. Inhale the smoke and hold it in your lungs and it is a drug, I swear, that you can never get enough of. Now I want to smoke. The smell is on my clothes. It doesn't help that my boyfriends parents smoke, so I can almost taste it when I see them outside smoking..and now I am thinking about it and my hands are starting to shake........not good. Okay, so..anyway. I am pissed at said friend, so I am going to try to find time to hang out with him so I can beat some sense into him.
Oh! I punched (gently) him. It was just enough to let him know that the discussion wasn't over and we would talk about it later. I called him an asshole and we parted ways. I talked to him on facebook. Very short conversation. Basically, he just felt like it -.- I don't believe him. I am going to find out what the hell is going on in his head. Oh yeah, and that coloring book I'm making for him..I have to completely remake it because It was based on our relationships. Maybe I should give it to him anyways just to remind his sorry ass that he threw away the best thing he ever got. Sorry, that was on a completely different note, I don't expect you guys to understand that. Just a thought that passed through my head and 20 drawing now gone to waste. Nothing important >.> grr him. . .
Yeah so that is my rant of the day. Lates Y'all!!! :D Hope you have a great day/night and come to visit realy soon! . . . wow I felt so country hilbilly redneck typing that out XD BYE!!!!! ^-^
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