Hey you guys, I've been kind of reminiscent lately.. What I mean by that is I've been thinking so much about how I've changed and I'm not sure how many of you read my last post/blog but I just wanted to say thank you for letting me put all of this out here in the open and off of my chest.
I have changed a lot, I don't think the same way I used to and even the way I react to the things around me has drastically changed. I know that is all part of growing up but when you are the one going through this giant realization, well it can be a lot to handle. I have friends who are going through different types of change (smoking, drugs, sex, sneaking out, lying, moving out, college, marriage, kids, etc...) and that's great for them, or not as the case may be. It's hard to decide if I am doing the right thing by making these changes, butwhen you're in the moment it is more difficult to see if the thing that feels right truly is the rigt thing to do. I'm listening to music right now, about to do a little working out and I think it is just so amazing how one song can really influence a persons mood. I was in the car last night driving back from my boyfriends apartment and the whole way I was singing at the top of my lungs to whatever song came on. I had the windows down and the volume cranked up. It was such an amazing experience, since my trucks speakers are broken I can't do that but I drove my mothers little car and that just really put the cherry on top of a great day.
Okay now I really gotta get to my work out! Bye everyone and thanks again!!!
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