Hey you guys, I've been kind of reminiscent lately.. What I mean by that is I've been thinking so much about how I've changed and I'm not sure how many of you read my last post/blog but I just wanted to say thank you for letting me put all of this out here in the open and off of my chest.
I have changed a lot, I don't think the same way I used to and even the way I react to the things around me has drastically changed. I know that is all part of growing up but when you are the one going through this giant realization, well it can be a lot to handle. I have friends who are going through different types of change (smoking, drugs, sex, sneaking out, lying, moving out, college, marriage, kids, etc...) and that's great for them, or not as the case may be. It's hard to decide if I am doing the right thing by making these changes, butwhen you're in the moment it is more difficult to see if the thing that feels right truly is the rigt thing to do. I'm listening to music right now, about to do a little working out and I think it is just so amazing how one song can really influence a persons mood. I was in the car last night driving back from my boyfriends apartment and the whole way I was singing at the top of my lungs to whatever song came on. I had the windows down and the volume cranked up. It was such an amazing experience, since my trucks speakers are broken I can't do that but I drove my mothers little car and that just really put the cherry on top of a great day.
Okay now I really gotta get to my work out! Bye everyone and thanks again!!!
Monday, April 8, 2013
Friday, April 5, 2013
Personalities.
Hey everyone, it's Riku here and I just wanted to talk real quick about personalities and how odd they truly are. Have you noticed how different each person truly is? I have. My own personality has been changing, as those of you who know me very well have noticed. I guess you could say that I have an alter ego or something along that line, just for laughs I'll refer to her as Grace. Now for a while I do believe talking in third person will be much more understandable and easier to follow.
Now as you have figured out, Riku is a very easily pleased person, she is curious about everything and hates change. Grace, on the other hand, is more interested in her own survival and looks for facts before jumping to conclusion. Both girls have their pros and cons, but to decide which is the better personality would be difficult.
Riku is young at heart and love childish things, she is always smiling around her best friend and boyfriend (even if the smile is fake). She is an artist, always wanting to paint or draw. Riku is open to just about anything, she can sit down on the couch and watch movies all day, or play Facebook games for hours without getting bored. She cares about what people think, even though she'd never admit it, and she wants to help everyone; always looking for the best in people she makes friends easily and even though she likes to hide her past she has no problem using bits and pieces of it to help others. Riku takes the bad and tries to find the good in it, makes jokes when she shouldn't and has little spazzy moments which her boyfriend enjoys pointing out whenever they happen. Riku also has a habit of naturally jumping topics without meaning to and is easily confused.
Grace, on the other hand, can be a lot to handle. She just tries to get through life alive, but pick a fight with her and you will lose. Grace doesn't stay long in one place and long term relationships actually frighten her more than anything, which is her only fear: a fear of commitment. She doesn't like to be still for too long, or spend more than a few hours in one area, so staying all day at one house is like torture. She can cook well and cleans often. Always looking at life like one giant puzzle, she gathers all of the pieces and sorts them out before starting. Grace a special way with words that proves useful in tight situations and when writing stories and essays. She is rarely confused, and is known for being open minded and understanding. She does have a bit of a love for dangerous or risky situations which will challenge her to finding the safest way out, it could be called an adrenalin addict, I would even go so far as to say she is masochistic.
So I only pointed out the major faults with Grace and not with Riku, but this is because at the moment Grace has been more dominant and I can feel more of what she is thinking and wanting. Weird, right? Well I have to find something to do because sitting down to write this took a lot of concentration. Time for some activity!
Now as you have figured out, Riku is a very easily pleased person, she is curious about everything and hates change. Grace, on the other hand, is more interested in her own survival and looks for facts before jumping to conclusion. Both girls have their pros and cons, but to decide which is the better personality would be difficult.
Riku is young at heart and love childish things, she is always smiling around her best friend and boyfriend (even if the smile is fake). She is an artist, always wanting to paint or draw. Riku is open to just about anything, she can sit down on the couch and watch movies all day, or play Facebook games for hours without getting bored. She cares about what people think, even though she'd never admit it, and she wants to help everyone; always looking for the best in people she makes friends easily and even though she likes to hide her past she has no problem using bits and pieces of it to help others. Riku takes the bad and tries to find the good in it, makes jokes when she shouldn't and has little spazzy moments which her boyfriend enjoys pointing out whenever they happen. Riku also has a habit of naturally jumping topics without meaning to and is easily confused.
Grace, on the other hand, can be a lot to handle. She just tries to get through life alive, but pick a fight with her and you will lose. Grace doesn't stay long in one place and long term relationships actually frighten her more than anything, which is her only fear: a fear of commitment. She doesn't like to be still for too long, or spend more than a few hours in one area, so staying all day at one house is like torture. She can cook well and cleans often. Always looking at life like one giant puzzle, she gathers all of the pieces and sorts them out before starting. Grace a special way with words that proves useful in tight situations and when writing stories and essays. She is rarely confused, and is known for being open minded and understanding. She does have a bit of a love for dangerous or risky situations which will challenge her to finding the safest way out, it could be called an adrenalin addict, I would even go so far as to say she is masochistic.
So I only pointed out the major faults with Grace and not with Riku, but this is because at the moment Grace has been more dominant and I can feel more of what she is thinking and wanting. Weird, right? Well I have to find something to do because sitting down to write this took a lot of concentration. Time for some activity!
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